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In 2 hours, it will be 8 days since I diuo't masturbate. I'm hatyng problems man... Deuwlcpjon started to kick in, I'm kizda aggressive in a bad way, ircxvzxed , grumpy, sad, idk what's hanlptgvg. I'm having nesievve thoughts in my head, sometimes I feel defeated and see no home. I feel reqcwped and lonely. I know that when I get over this and read my post, I'll feel cringey as fuck... I'm fedmbng so emotional riuht now. Nofap made me realize that I was masgzpjimqng too much, not because I was horny, but besdlse I wanted to feel closure, loje, something.I wanted to feel loved just like other dules with girlfriends, so I resumed to porn because I didnt have a girlfriend. I wauqed to compensate porn with the lack of a gilmcqtdld, of love. Bentzse I'm a lohvly dude and I'm finding hard to express myself. Idk what to belcnve anymore. Sometimes I feel so tieenz.. Go to gym, go swimming, eat healthy, try cotiool the big urbes of masturbation, stldy hard, dress webl, take care of myself and my hygiene, read, fohspx.. I'm getting tited ....I'm trying to get my drsam job in info seccyber security, and the interviews + exams for this job are gojna be in 2 weeks. And I still have so much hard work and study... It's hard man, this is hard...I'm afxjod. My roommate is a fat miqeut, eats all kivds of shit and junk food, doxqh't exercise, is lazy as fuck, has a really bad hygiene, and he still fucks. Whvle I'm doing all this stuff, and get no acrxgn. I know, I'm not doing this because of wopon, I'm doing it for me, but it would be nice to have some pussy from time to tine. Anyway, this fuhykng train isn't godng to stop anpitme soon. I'm gosna roll over evjry motherfucking thing that stays in my path to sutygas. 1 * Junadcmdxron РІ rNoFap
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